1. OKAY TRYING AGAIN NOW
God I haven't posted on here in forever and i said I wanted to post on here everyday. OKAY SO STARTING AGAN, and back at number one me thinks.
Anyway, today was awesome until work =A= really its not so bad there if people do what they're supposed to do in their own shift. Its a really super busy job which I'm pretty used to so I don't mind but god, when people don't get their shit done it all piles up on me because I'm the closer and then I end up getting out late because: 1. I'm new to this shit so I'm still a bit slow and 2. I HAVE ALL THIS EXTRA STUFF TO GET DONE. Michelle is the only one who gets everything done, unfortunately she's primarily an opener now so that means I get to deal more with Natalie because she gets most midshifs. Natalie is the one that leaves a sink full of dishes and leaves shit everywhere and doesn't get all of her stuff done so I get to do it. And now the other closer has quit already. She was like 46 but she was the most immature and whiny lady I have ever met. She was grossed out when she touched anything and everything there and didn't try very hard. Welp. The deli department does have the highest turn-over rate, but god its not the job that's bad, its the people that work there >:U. They're all nice enough just. Sigh. I feel like I've grown repetitive now.
Anyway. So tonight I come in and Natalie has the sink full of dishes and she hasn't put on the chicken roaster. Those shitty things are like vital to have cooked. They're supposed to be put on at 3:30. I got there at 4 and really didn't get them on until 4:30 because she was sitting around talking to someone else and I was trying to get myself ready for the shift and helping customers and shit. And so while she was there she was like: what's wrong? (like she always is) and I told her that I was feeling stressed about getting everything done on time and she asked me what I wanted her to do to help so I asked her to do the dishes before she left. And as she was going to start those I kept asking her questions about what time what things should get done and such so I could get my butt out of there on time and so she ends up writing me a step by step list of closing for what things should be done at what time. It's a good list for future reference I guess but it doesn't take into account the time it takes to help customers, especially when a whole bunch like to come at a time. And I was already way late according to this list too. I was scrambling all night long to get things done on time and I'm actually kind of proud of myself for being only 20 minutes late clocking out of there. I don't want to keep getting out late like that though, I don't want to get in trouble for not getting everything done on time. Bluh.
I'm trying so hard to be good at this. To be likable. To not cause other people trouble. And so far people seem to really like me, Natalie and Michelle do and customers compliment me now and then but ;3; I still don't feel good enough.
Anyway, today was awesome until work =A= really its not so bad there if people do what they're supposed to do in their own shift. Its a really super busy job which I'm pretty used to so I don't mind but god, when people don't get their shit done it all piles up on me because I'm the closer and then I end up getting out late because: 1. I'm new to this shit so I'm still a bit slow and 2. I HAVE ALL THIS EXTRA STUFF TO GET DONE. Michelle is the only one who gets everything done, unfortunately she's primarily an opener now so that means I get to deal more with Natalie because she gets most midshifs. Natalie is the one that leaves a sink full of dishes and leaves shit everywhere and doesn't get all of her stuff done so I get to do it. And now the other closer has quit already. She was like 46 but she was the most immature and whiny lady I have ever met. She was grossed out when she touched anything and everything there and didn't try very hard. Welp. The deli department does have the highest turn-over rate, but god its not the job that's bad, its the people that work there >:U. They're all nice enough just. Sigh. I feel like I've grown repetitive now.
Anyway. So tonight I come in and Natalie has the sink full of dishes and she hasn't put on the chicken roaster. Those shitty things are like vital to have cooked. They're supposed to be put on at 3:30. I got there at 4 and really didn't get them on until 4:30 because she was sitting around talking to someone else and I was trying to get myself ready for the shift and helping customers and shit. And so while she was there she was like: what's wrong? (like she always is) and I told her that I was feeling stressed about getting everything done on time and she asked me what I wanted her to do to help so I asked her to do the dishes before she left. And as she was going to start those I kept asking her questions about what time what things should get done and such so I could get my butt out of there on time and so she ends up writing me a step by step list of closing for what things should be done at what time. It's a good list for future reference I guess but it doesn't take into account the time it takes to help customers, especially when a whole bunch like to come at a time. And I was already way late according to this list too. I was scrambling all night long to get things done on time and I'm actually kind of proud of myself for being only 20 minutes late clocking out of there. I don't want to keep getting out late like that though, I don't want to get in trouble for not getting everything done on time. Bluh.
I'm trying so hard to be good at this. To be likable. To not cause other people trouble. And so far people seem to really like me, Natalie and Michelle do and customers compliment me now and then but ;3; I still don't feel good enough.
